I wasn't greedy, I was ill.

I thought I was a gluttonous pig but it turns out I had an eating disorder.

Me then vs Me now. After years of weight fluctuations and extreme dieting, treating an eating disorder was my path to recovery from food addiction.

It was 11 pm and I was shouting through the now-locked automatic door of the all-night garage wearing a coat over my pyjamas. I’d driven there after hours of deliberating about whether I could, should or woul…